Without You Here

by Ayyappan

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We were walking down the street just the other day
When you told me that you had to get away
You were my best friend I was so confused
That you were leaving home and leaving me the blues

So all I have is weed and memories
(You left me so alone)
Some day baby you gotta come back for me
(But if there’s something I could say now)

So I wrote you this letter
Hoping that you feel better
Could you come back home?
Cuz since you left
I drive around alone
Put on our favorite songs
Can you hear me crying?
Know were you lying
You said that I’d be fine
You didn’t want to hurt me more
I’m begging please

I’m gonna die alone
Gonna die alone
Without you here

I stopped brushing my teeth for the last 30 days
Without you here baby might as well waste away
I knew I couldn’t not let you go
Plants that don’t get water never get to grow

So all I have is weed and memories
(Keep waiting keep waiting keep waiting)
One day baby you’re gonna come back for me
(But if there’s something I could say yeah)

So I wrote you this letter
Hoping that you feel better
And could you come back home?
Cuz since you left

I drive around alone
Put on our favorite songs
Pretending you can hear me crying

I know that you were lying
When you said that I’d be fine
And you didn’t want to hurt me more
I’m begging please

I’m gonna die alone
I’m gonna die alone
Without you here
Without you here fade out

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released October 23, 2023
Written, Produced, Performed, Mixed by Ayyappan Venkatraman
Mastered by Tatsuya Sato
Production Consultation by Sam Torres

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Ayyappan Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Singer-songwriter/Producer

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Xmas Everyday

Dec 2023
Without You Here

Oct 2023
I Wouldn't Do That

Aug 2023
I Wanted To

Jun 2023
Cycling

Jun 2023
Magnolia

Apr 2023
Zanzibarland

Jun 2019

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